life is mono...

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Thursday

Its been awhile im not updating my blog, since started committed with works, 2407 @ office, so during free time oni can update my daily blog...malam2 minggu macam nie still @ d office, this wut i had only, office dah jadi mcm 2nd house..cleaner2 dah jadi mcm budah rumah...heh, well this wut i choosed after all the thing impact me...disaat ini..orang2 lain, hanging out wif friends, watching movie, lepaking, clubbing, keluar dgn orang tersayang...heh..me..??still @ d' office...siapkan keje yang tak akan siap2 sampai bila2 untilkompeni nie bankrupt kot baru siap sume keje...heh...life is mono..tapi aku bersyukur...at least i'd have try to improve the life, try to change d life...cari duit..kebebasan??..nie kut kebebasan aku..im 24, ape lagi nk cari kalau bukan duit untuk hidup senang kemudian...gf? yea..i do have..once...heh, but not rite now, i learned from the past..its better for me...get all the thing rite ..stable..so later..bile nk kawen takdelah aku heret die skali susah..at least..die, family, famiy aku..leh tumpang senang..yeah...single?sumting okay..tak payah nk pikir untuk orang lain, susah senang orang lain...tp kadangkala akan rase kesunyian..yeah..bile tgk sakit demam, susah senang share same2...aku pernah ade tue sume..tp aku tak hargai sume tue...and this wut i have had now...i make the biggest decision in my life...lepaskan sume...selame nie orang ckp aku tak pernah stick to one decision...and now...this my decision is..my life...so folks..its depend to you how to pattern ur life..hidup hanye skali..choose it the right way...me?let me be the way i am..as long aku tahu dekat mane tempat aku..dekat mane asal usul aku..dekat siapa aku sujud..siapa aku syg...cukup if im d only know...
Muacha Gracias...


Dido-Life for Rent
I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive If my life is for rent...